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Philip got a call this morning from his relatives in Alabama. His cousin can't handle taking care of his dad anymore... so Philip has to decide the next step. It's either assisted living, nursing home or going to live with Philip's mom in Mississippi. Back when Philip's dad could communicate he indicated he never wanted to be at a nursing home... Philip really wants to respect that wish. Assisted living may cost too much for the family to afford. And Philip's mom works nights and sleeps during the day, which would make caring for ex-husband very difficult, although she is graciously willing to try.

I was a hospital corpsman in the Naval Reserve briefly, in essence a certified nurses aid. I suggested to Philip that we could all go live with his mom to take care of his dad. It would take all of us. But it would totally disrupt our lives... Philip would have to quit the casino and put his home improvement sideline on hold. I would have to stop doing vids (hello, I'd be in Bumfuck, Mississippi). If Philip's dad's estate had enough money to make that possible, I'd do it. But there simply isn't enough money to legitimize Philip and I both putting our careers on pause.

This stuff is so difficult to deal with. Not only does Philip have to deal with assholes at the casino who have no idea what he's going through, he also has to figure out how to take care of his dad, who he loves very much, who has taken good care of him. I don't share that kind of bond with my dad... but I can certainly imagine that feeling of helplessness... because I feel helpless that I can't do more to help him solve the situation. Philip is a wonderful person and the best boyfriend I have ever had... I hate to see him stressed over this stuff.

I worked all day on the cumshot compilation tape. I'm up to number 175! I should be done in another week or so, god willing.

Did I mention yesterday that I fist fucked Philip when we woke up from our nap, before Jaybo visited? He said I gave him the best orgasm he's ever had!!! I can't believe I forget to log such important data in this journal.

:-)

When Philip came home from dealing poker, I tried to cheer him up by showing him the SEX AND THE CITY we missed last Sunday. Jason Lewis had a small role again. I think he's so beautiful.

And that pretty much was my Monday, July 7th, 2003.

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