Have yourself a Chinese Green Wooden Monkey New Year!

Today I woke up, Philip was already working with his helper at the renovation house. I went and had the lunch buffet at Tandoori Chicken... I'd been craving Indian food and just couldn't wait. Without the naan it's pretty low in carbs!

I went to the gym with my breath smelling like curry. I sucked off the hottest little 18 year old kid from Slidell... blond, smooth... and hot-to-trot. It's a shame he doesn't want to be in a video... cuz he'd be so good at it.

I ran on the treadmill for a long time... watched THE OPRAH WINFREY SHOW which was about confronting family secrets... fascinating, touching. I especially enjoyed the segment about Angela Shelton, who decided to do a movie about other women named Angela Shelton and found out that many of them shared some painful things in common. Check out the MY NAME IS ANGELA SHELTON AND I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE site.

I swung by the A&P on my way home to pick up dinner fixin's... and I fixed dinner for Philip. We each had an Italian salad, grilled chicken breast with low-fat mushroom sauce, a small side of Brummel & Brown buttery-ish yogurt spread covered wheat pasta... and a sugar-free fat-free cherry jello parfait. What's happening to me?

We watched a PBS show called THE FORGETTING which is about Alzheimer's. I taped it last night so Philip could see it. It's very enlightening. Philip needs to know that the stresses he's experiencing in dealing with his father's illness are unique to family members of those with Alzheimer's... and he's not alone. He and I both agreed to commit suicide together before burdening each other or our families by letting Alzheimer's rob us of our identities.

Suicide and assisted suicide should be legal... especially in cases of medical humanity. People should be able to choose to end their suffering with dignity rather than force their family members to watch them become something they lived their whole lives NOT to become.

We also watched SMALLVILLE. The lead actor, Tom Welling, is still too-darned-hot for his own good. I need a taste of that.