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Today was mostly bad. I hate talking about it... but it needs to be aired.

The first thing I did in the morning was to call the distributor to see when they sent my check (I was told week before last that they would absolutely send my check last week). The woman on the other end of the phone said that no check was sent and she had no other information about it. I blew up. I couldn't believe that my check was now three weeks late and no one seemed to be able to give me any clear-cut answers... or was able to solve the problem. I ranted and raved and she finally got tired of listening to me bitch and she let me talk to a manager... which is what I'd been trying to do for three weeks! He and I spoke... and he claims they'll send me a check by Wednesday... but I will not do business with them anymore. They are unreliable... and they keep changing the rules without any idea of how it disrupts my situation... and without even the common courtesy of informing me of such changes. I'm a person, not a number.

So... the distributor's lack of communication has cost me dearly... twice. It seemed when I first started dealing with them that the extra income would enable me to get out of debt and move forward... but now I'm back to square one... or maybe even square negative one.

I felt awful about that... but I felt even worse when I realized that my Aunt Barbara (the mother of my cousin and model Remy) had a kidney transplant today! I totally forgot, so tied up in my stupid money problems... I quickly prayed for her. I hope she is okay.

Some good things did happen today, too. I got an email from Sean Storm... the first of its kind in almost four years. He said he might come back to New Orleans this summer... maybe we'll do another project together?

My friend sent me a picture of her infant daughter. Her big, bright, blue eyes and infectious smile reminded me that my life would improve. Being exposed to such innocent beauty HAS to rub off in positive ways!

I started writing my second BLATHER column.

Nathan Brooks came by to pick up a Varla videotape as Philip and I went shopping for dinner. I made salad, cheese soup, meaty (beanless) chile and vegetarian hot-dogs (go figure)... and sugar-free fat-free white chocolate instant pudding. Yum.

I tried to keep focused on the good stuff... but most of the day I just felt whipped. But I'm not throwing in the towel just yet.

That was Monday, March 8th, 2004.

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