When we got home we had to deal with some more grief from Philip's bitch aunt who wants to visit Philip's dad... but won't be sensitive to his health situation. I hate very few people in this world... but I think I hate this woman. She's awful.

I fucked Philip's hole... hoping a little physical pleasure would distract him from his awful aunt... and the on-going probate dilemma. I'm so grateful I no how to make Philip feel good... since the world seems to be so devoid of goodness and hope and the present time. I heard Philip on the phone with his mother tonight and he said "I wouldn't be able to get through this without Timo"... that made me feel so good. I'm doing all I can to help him. I wish I could do more.