One of the great joys of my life is my email correspondence with friends, family, fans, former customers. Today I got some loving emails from my sister (Rhonda) and niece (Alicia) both asking if they were going to see Philip and me for Christmas. That was so thoughtful of them.

I also got a sad email from a former model of mine (who has been in three different Pueris Collections and one of my porn-with-plot movies) who told me that he has recently discovered that he has testicular cancer. Let's all send some positive vibes or prayers his way.

Speaking of cancer, Tammy Faye was on "Larry King Live" talking about how she is cancer free after a recent bout with the c-word. I've always enjoyed her as a personality, so I hope her health stays with her.